What did you do today?
I spent all day in bed. I make a strange thing with my foot when I feel lonely. I clot left leg about right. Isn't it strange?
Not. This is called complacency. Many people do it.
Well ... so I soothe myself all day. In these hair. Because actually I was in a wig last night and fell asleep in it.
About fatigue:
Let's call things with your own names. I'm really damn tired. I'm on the last mile of this marathon when your fingers on your hands and legs are already numb, and you can't even feel your body. I'm going only on adrenaline. But to the main goal in my life two more miles. I try to keep it in my head.
About myself:
If we talk purely from a musical point of view, then I think I am a great performer. I am a talented artist. I believe that I have one of the greatest vote in this industry. I consider myself one of the greatest composers. I would not say that I am one of the greatest dancers, but I'm really good in everything I do. I think this is normal - to be confident.
About fans and work:
I was one of those really bad, rivers: clubs, drugs, alcohol, older men, young men. Can you imagine it? I did it all. I was a bad child. And I look at them, and at every concert there are those who bring the eyes, those in whom boils freedom. I literally discovered the chest, and every evening on stage I have an operation on the heart, I expire with blood for my fans. Bunctly when people say: "This is amazing - to see how hard you laid out." We need to work. I have a world on my fingertips. I'm not going to walk on the stage, make the movements of the pelvis and move the lips. But these are not all the reasons for which I do that. I do not feel a mystical connection with someone who is painted in Hollywood or wearing diamond earrings. I'm just another breed. I want to be your great older sister with which you are great for communicating, which understands you, and you feel it, and she will never condemn you. Sometimes, when I on stage, it seems to me that I have sex with my fans. They are the only people on the planet, which in an instant can make me lose orientation. I want people in the universe, my fans and others used me in order to get away from reality. I'm like a jester in the kingdom. I am a way to exit. I am a reason to explore myself. To know exactly who you are and in order not to hate yourself. Because, it's funny that I'm on the Cover Vogue, but no one laughs louder than me. I was a girl at school, which, when she was on the corridor, he heard the word that she was whore or bitch, or ugly, or that she had a big nose, or she was nerd. As an artist, and as a performer, I want to give my fans no less than the best album of the decade. I do not want to give them something fashionable now. I want to give them the future.
About comparisons:
It is no secret that I took inspiration from tons of people. David Bowie and the prince are primarily for me in terms of living performances. I can continue to compare me with all these people - from Madonna to Grace Jones, Dabby Harry, Elton John, Marilyn Manson, Yoko, but you need to understand that if they say that I just a piece of the fabric of these performers, then that means that I'm just the same in spirit as they. I was born for this path.
About judgments:
People think strange. For example, they say: "She put on this dress to get more attention." Or: "Eh, dress from meat" (rolls eyes). People just want to understand this and explain to themselves. The truth is that mystery and magic is my art. This is what I know. You are fascinated by what is trying to analyze.
About image:
Somehow I had food poisoning. I rushed behind the scenes during the performance. I just deceived my body. She said that I would not be sick on stage. Because I thought that if this happens, the fans would think that I was drunk. And I do not want them to think even about the fact that I am a man, not to mention that I was drunk. And, of course, I would not want them to think that I have some kind of food poisoning there.
About parents and family:
I am obsessed with the health of my parents. I am a convinced Italian. I call them every day. I ask my mother, whether his father smokes. They still live in the 1950s, and they still live in the same apartment at the Upper West Side. Nothing changed since I became a star. I am a real home girl. When it comes to love and loyalty, I am very old-fashioned. Here I am completely landed for an eccentric person.