In a conversation with Anna Faris, within the framework of the Anna Faris is unqualified, Gwyneth Paltrow told, as he felt after the first victory on Oscar. The actress received a reward in 1999 for his role in the film "In Love Shakespeare".
"In Los Angeles, I was very much supported. After the victory, I felt the wave rose: I had so much attention to me, so much energy was twisted. It was difficult to endure. I then lived with my parents in Santa Monica, and I literally hid three weeks there. It was so much fuss. But I felt lonely, that's what is strange. It was the most incomprehensible, the most surreal time. You seem to be ashamed for what you got a nomination. You have an impostor syndrome, and you think: "I do not believe that it happens. I'm not so good. I all hate me? "And even though I was not going to receive a reward, it was still cool," Gwyneth shared.
In December, Paltrow said that after the first award, I realized that "I don't like acting work so much."
"I thought:" Okay, and who I should now be? Who am I? Where am I going? "Part of the shine of acting disappeared because of high attention to me when I was a young Hollywood actress. I was a child who was worried about headlines in the press, which was criticized for everything: for the words, for clothes. And besides, the roots are difficult with such work. I am still a household, I love my old friends, I love to cook, I love to squeeze my children. I do not want to sit alone somewhere in the hotel in Budapest six weeks. It's just not me, "Paltrow shared.