"I was like a robot. I just did not feel anything. I didn't have any maternal feelings to him - it was terrible.
I didn't have thoughts to harm him, thank God, but I could not find a connection with him, still when I look at the photo where he was three months old, I can't remember this time.
My problem is that I never recognized that there was something wrong. I just got into a child, and felt that I was going crazy. Chris was the first to decide aloud out loud that something was wrong. It was for me relieved when he did it because I realized that it didn't seem to me.
It was the beginning. I seemed to be knocked on my head - I began to do, I began to think about returning to work. That's my problem. Sometimes it is difficult for me to say what it is necessary. I will build invisible walls around yourself and play silence, I know that this is unhealthy behavior. "
Apparently, Gwyneth had postpartum depression. This is how it is described by some sources: "Postpartum depression to one degree or another occurs almost 50% of the women's birth. Her sign is a feeling of oppression. There is nervousness, fear, apathy, a sense of constant anxiety. A woman can feel guilty in front of a child or a sense of own inferiority. Such emotions often occur after heavy labor. Capriciousness appears, tearlessness, indifference to the child, the fear of loneliness and at the same time striving for solitude. There is a negative attitude towards her husband and itself. "