"Ndinalankhula zilankhulo zambiri zomwe sizikhalapo kale ndipo ndinakankhira zolankhula zambiri, koma zomaliza zidandipangitsa kutenga. Aliyense wochita sewero lililonse angakuuzeni kuti masiku omwe ali padenga amakhala nthawi yayitali, ndipo atamalizanso ndidabwereranso ndikukonzekera homuweki yanga tsiku lotsatira. Chovuta kwambiri chinali kuphunzira chilankhulo chosakhalapo. Nthawi zambiri ndimalimbana mwachangu, koma mawu awa amatanthauza kwambiri. Ndinali ndi nkhawa kwambiri zomwe sizimagona kwa miyezi iwiri. Ndinatembenukira ku chitofu changa, kufiriji, ku Belfast yonse kudzera pazenera. Emilia anati, "Komabe, sindinafune kuti anthu aganize kuti ndimayamba misala."
Kuti mukhale wolimba mtima ndikuonetsetsa kuti omvera amaganiza zoganizira za kunenepa komanso kufunitsitsa kwa Dederis, wochita seweroli adasinthanso mavidiyo ambiri okhala ndi umunthu wakale. "Tsopano zikuwoneka ngati zachilendo, koma ndimayang'ana mitsinje yomwe ali ndi machenjezo a atsogoleri ankhanza ndi atsogoleri akulankhula chilankhulo china. Ndimafuna kuti ndidziwe, ndimawamvetsetsa, osadziwa chilankhulo. Ndipo ndapeza! Zinali zosavuta kumvetsetsa tanthauzo la gehena ya Hitler akuti. Kenako ndinaganiza kuti ngati ndingakhulupirire mawu aliwonse omwe ine sindikanayenera kusokonezedwa ndi mafilimu, "nyenyeziyo inamaliza.