Jimmy adapangitsa kuti mlendo wake amvetsetse, kuwonetsa omvera chithunzi cha ryan wokhala ndi zopindika ndi utoto.
Ryan anakumbukira msonkhano wake womaliza ndi chiwonetsero chotsogolera: "Tangowonani pa ndege. Mungomuwona mutuwo" Munthu wa chilengedwe "mu GQ kapena china chake. Koma unali ndi mil Ndipo ndidandibweretsera chakudya chamadzulo. Koma kuthawa komwe ndidakumbukira pamtengo wina. Ndimakhala ndi mantha. Amakhala ndi nkhawa. Nthawi yomweyo ndakupsompsona. Pa nthawiyo Ndinaganiza zomwe sindidzakuonaninso. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinali wokondwa kuti ndinali ndi moyo nditathawa. "
Pambuyo pake, mlendoyo adafotokoza chifukwa chomwe adachita mantha ndi ndege: "Ndili ndi zaka 19, ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri. Adatsegula molunjika. Adatsegula kwambiri ndipo chinachitika ndi mphepo. , ndipo sindinagwedezeke kwambiri padziko lapansi. Ndidalimbikira ndikupenga kotero kuti sizinali zoseketsa kwambiri. Ndinkachita mantha kutsegula paracho lotseguka. Komanso! "Koma, mwamwayi, ndinayamba kuzindikira, kusiya ntchito yopumira."