Muchirimo, runyerekupe rwakaonekwa rwiyo rwemaruva uye cole mune chikamu chakarambana. Nyeredzi hazvina kutaura pamusoro pehukama hwavo kwenguva yakareba - nhau dzakaonekwa nekuda kwekupasiya. Asi munguva pfupi yapfuura, Lily akapa kubvunzurudza neye Refinery29, kwaakaudza nezve mamiriro ake mushure mekunge gomba rine cole.
Yakanga iri nguva yekutanga mumakore mana, pandaigona kugara uye kugaya hupenyu hwakakura hwekuchinja kwandakaita. Ndakatadza kuona mwenje. Zvaiita senge ndiri kufa. Zvakanga zvakaoma kwazvo, asi zvaive zvakafanira kupfuudza, pakanga pasina imwe nzira. Ndakaona vanhu vazhinji avo, kana zvasvika pakurwadziwa uye kupatsanurwa, edza kuzadza kusarongeka uku nebonde, cola, chikafu, doro, asi kusuwa hakuna kuzadzwa. Ndakasarudza nzira isingasviki uye ndakangotadzisa zvese zvangu shit. Ini handina kutiza kurwadziwa,
Akatanga rhinehart.
Mutambi haana kubhadhara pasina rubatsiro rwepfungwa:
Mwedzi mishoma yadarika yaive inonyanya kuita zvepamoyo muhupenyu hwangu. Psychotherapist wangu akandiudza kuti: "Muviri wako wave kuita hanya nerudo. Iwe waijaira kuchinjana kwe "mufaro" makemikari ane munhu waive nani. " Pane dzimwe nguva dzehupenyu hwako, ndakarasa kudada uye ndaida kungondida. Ndokumbirawo murwadzi nezuva, kwechipiri, kweawa, kuti ndinyatsonorwazve.
Lily zvakare akataura nezve kuunganidzwa kwake mutsva wenhetembo "Zvidzidzo zvekushambira), izvo zvichasunungurwa mwedzi unotevera:
Ndainzwa kuda kuchigadzira, nekuti ndakatya - uye ndinotya - kuti vanhu vanoedza kugadzira yavo pfungwa pamusoro pekuti hupenyu hwangu hwaiita sei kana hupenyu hwangu.