Nawuphi na umfazi oneminyaka engama-26 ubudala owagqiba kwelokuba abe yi-balrina aya kuqala ukuzibulala. Ndaqeqesha iiyure ezine ngemini, iintsuku ezisixhenxe ngeveki iinyanga ezisixhenxe. Ndibe nosuku olunye lokuzalwa, kwaye kangangesiqingatha semini yebhaso le-AMM. Ngezo ntsuku, utitshala wam we-ballet wasebenza nam ukusuka kwi-5 ukuya kwi-11 kusasa, kwaye emva koko ndenze i-hairstyle kunye ne-mandep ndaya kumsitho. Ndilahlekelwe ziikhilogramu ezili-9. I-Aesthetily kwafuneka ndiyijonge njenge-ballerina kwaye ndiziphathe kwakhona. Ekugqibeleni ndacinezela iikhilogramu ezingama-43. Nonke niwabone amathambo. Yonke le nto ibijongekalisile, kodwa kwisakhelo ijongeka simangalisa. Kwandithatha iinyanga ezi-5 ukunciphisa umzimba kunye neentsuku ezintlanu kuphela ukubuyisa. Iibhafu zandisindisa. Yile nto kanye bendijonge phambili kubusuku ngabunye - ukuhlamba ngetyuwa yesiNgesi kunye neglasi ye wayini. Iiveki ezimbini ngaphambi kokuqala kokubeleka, ndayinika igxalaba lam, kwaye kwinyanga yokuqala yokuqeqesha ibhulukhwe yaphuka. Ndineempawu. Wonke umntu wayenzakala. Kodwa kunqabile ukuba ungayiphepha. Uziva njengomntwana.
Umsebenzi eHollywood ujongeka ngakumbi njengomdlalo we-checkers kune-chess. Awunakho ukucwangcisa nantoni na. Akunakwenzeka ukubala amanyathelo ama-4 okanye ama-5 ngaphambi kwexesha. Ngoku ndikwelo thuba xa ndinokuhlala, izandla zisongelwe, kwaye ndilinde iingcebiso. Ndandinethamsanqa. Ishishini lefilimu alinalo ukhuphiswano olunjalo njengakwiBallet. Andikwazi nokuchaza ngamagama ukuba ukhuphiswano oluninzi lunamandla kwi-ballet. Basebenza bonke ubomi babo kwilinge lokufezekisa imfezeko, elingenakwenzeka. Kwaye ngokungcono, imisebenzi yabo iphelele kwiminyaka engama-35. Ndicinga ukuba le nto iyenza kanye into ebangela ukuba bakhuphisane namandla. I-Ballet lilizwe elizimeleyo, kwaye ballerinas zizidalwa ezizodwa.
Ibhaso lam "Elona Therestili ilungileyo" lathunyelwa yinkonzo ye-FedEx. Andikwazanga ukuya kumnyhadala wefilimu ye-venetian, kuba ndiphulukene nophando kwisitudiyo soNyana. Kwakuye kwalolo mzuzu ndafunda ukuba ndiyaphumelela. Ndabekwa yindlala kwaye ifowuni yam yakhala, kwaye ndacinga ukuba kufuneka ndithathe ifowuni, ngequbuliso umntu othile wabandezeleka. Ndaphendula umnxeba, kwaye yayinguDarren (i-aroneal). Ndandisoyika kwaye ndabuza yonke into ngolungelelwano, yaye wathi: "Siyabulela!". Khange ndiyiqonde into awayethetha ngayo, kodwa kwafuneka ndiyeke incoko, kuba ndilinde ukudubula.
Ndiyigusha yothando kusapho lwam. Utata wam uyinjineli yoomatshini. Umama utitshala wamagqirha. Banonyana osebenza nzima osebenza njenge-bichemist eSan Diego, ezama ukwenza unyango lomhlaza kwaye ongenakukwazi ukuhlawula ngerente kwindlu. Kwaye emva koko babonakala - intombi efumana umvuzo wemali kuyo nayiphi na into. Bacinga ukuba umsebenzi wam awunangqondo.
Imali ayisiyonto yam ulonwabo. Xa ndandineminyaka esixhenxe ubudala kwaye safudukela eMelika, sasihlupheka kakhulu. Kakhulu, ihlwempu kakhulu. Nangona sele ndizuze nayiphi na imali kwiminyaka elithoba kwintengiso, ndaphakamisa intlupheko. Imali kum ayikaze ibe nentsingiselo. Ayisatshintshanga. Andazi ukuba ndifumana malini. Abazali bam bandishiya kude kuyo yonke le nto. Kwakufuneka ndiye esikolweni, ndisebenze, ndibuye ekhaya. Gcwalisa ibhedi, usonge impahla yangaphantsi. Abahlobo bam babengenamali, ngoko ndaphila ubomi bam njengabo. Ukuba ndifuna imali, ndababuza kubazali bam. Bayithabatha yonke imali endiyifumeneyo, ndayibeka ebhankini. Xa ndandineminyaka eli-18 ubudala, batyalile kwaye bandixelela ngento eyenzekayo ngengeniso yam yonke. Ndothuka. Kwakumangalisa, kodwa ayitshintshanga nto.
I-russell brand-i-hysterical. Ndibhabha kwi-hawaii iklasi yokuqala ekudubeni kwefilimu "kwi-Spangle" kwaye apha indoda ephambeneyo ivela. Ijongeka ingaqhelekanga, ngeenwele ezinde, enxibe ezimnyama nolusu. Kwaye uyalandela nathi. Ngequbuliso, wanelisa, wathi: "Molo! Ndiyi-russell brand, kwaye ndicoca ifilimu nawe. " Ngoku ndiyamthanda.
Ndibathiyile abo bantu bajonga phantsi abapride okanye abalindi. Ndiyabathanda abafana abazithembileyo, kodwa bengakhathali. Andizange ndicinge ukuba ndimnandi. Andizange ndiyisebenzise. Ndiyinto ebalulekileyo. Ndandihlala nePoppy (i-makolay kalkin) iminyaka esibhozo, kodwa le ayisiyonto ndiyicwangcise. Ngo-18, andizange ndicinge ukuba iya kuhlala ixesha elide, kodwa sithandwa nje omnye komnye kwaye sifuna ukuba kunye, kwaye sisenabahlobo.
Ndandingumntu oqaqambileyo xa ndandihlala eUkraine. Ndamthanda ukukhwela emithini kwaye ndafumana zonke iintlobo ze-abrashions kunye nezibonda, kwaye ndihlala ndonzakalisa. Ndifundile esi sifundo xa ndaphula umda, ukukhwela ibhodi yekhephu, kuba bendicinga ngam ngcono kunokuba kunjalo. Ilanga liphosa i-defell kwikhephu kwaye kwinqaku elithile libonakala ngathi umphezulu ucalucalulo. Ndasondela kule ndawo kwaye ndingakhange ndicinge ukuba uza kuwa. Khange ndibenalo ixesha lokulungiselela.
Ndiyazi uNatalie Portman kangangesithuba seminyaka esixhenxe ngabahlobo abaqhelekileyo, kwaye sinxulunyaniswa nothando ngokubanzi lweemakethi ze-flea. Ngapha koko, kungenxa yoko ndaqala ukuva malunga "ne-swant swan". Besikwintengiso ngeCawa kusasa, ndathi: "Uya kwenza ntoni emva?". Kwaye ndiyakhumbula ukuba uphendule wathi: "Ndinesifundo se-ballet." Kwaye ndatsho nje: "Kulungile!" Kwaye ngelo xesha wayengacingi nokunxibelelana nefilimu. Kwaye emva koko wandinxibelelana naye emva kokuba endibonile kwifilimu "kwi-Spangle".
Ukuhamba-owona msindo wam. Ndihlala ndibhabha ndivela eNew York ukuya eLos Angeles, eHawaii neLondon. Andikukhethi nantoni na eyenye, kodwa andikwazi ukubhabha ngodidi loqoqosho. Ke iklasi yokuqala yile nto ndihlala ndiyichitha imali.