Entwasahlobo, amahemuhewu avele ukuba i-lily reaynhart kunye ne cole kwi-cole iqhekezwe. Iinkwenkwezi azizange zivakalise ulwalamano lwabo ixesha elide - iindaba zabonakala ngathi zingena ngaphakathi. Kodwa kutsha nje, inyibiba inike udliwanondlebe nocokishekileyo29, apho wathetha ngemeko yakhe emva komqalo ngengqele.
Yayikokokuqala ukuya kwiminyaka emine, xa ndandinokuhlala kwaye ndigaya ubomi obukhulu obutshintsha ukuba ndisinde. Andibonanga ukukhanya. Kwabonakala ngathi ndiyafa. Kwakunzima kakhulu, kodwa kwakuyimfuneko ukudlulisela kuyo, ayikho enye indlela. Ndabona abantu abaninzi abathi, xa kufikwa kumbandelwano kwaye bahlulela, bazame ukugcwalisa ububi nesondo, i-cola, ukutya, isiselo esinxilisayo, kodwa i-ELILTE igcwele. Ndikhethe indlela enokwenzeka kwaye iwele nje ne-shit yam yonke. Khange ndibaleke kwintlungu,
Waqala uRhineHART.
Umdlali akazange axabise ngaphandle koncedo lwe-psychotherapist:
Iinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo zezona mpindezelo ebomini bam. Ugqirha wam we-psychotherapist wandixelela: "Umzimba wakho ngoku unenkathalo yothando. Uqhele ukutshintshiselana "kwiikhemikhali" oyonwabileyo "nomntu lowo." Ngamanye amaxesha obomi bakho, ndalilahla ikratshi kwaye ndifuna ukundithanda nje. Nceda uthathe iintlungu ngomhla, okwesibini, kangangeyure yokuba ndiyive iphinde yaziva.
I-Lily ixelele ingqokelela yakhe entsha yemibongo "yezifundo zokubhukuda), eya kukhutshwa kwinyanga ezayo:
Ndaziva ndifuna ukuyila, kuba bendisoyika - kwaye ndiyoyika-ukuba abantu baya kuzama ukwenza owabo umbono malunga nokuba ubomi bam buqu buqu buqu ubukele njani okanye bubonakala njani ubomi bam.