Ukuba utyhile nge-niphorati ukusuka kwicala elinye : "Umangalisa kakhulu kwaye umhle. Kodwa ayingomfana wam. Ngoku ndikwimeko enjalo xa ndifuna ukugxila kum. Ewe kunjalo, ndinokufumana uvelwano ngomntu okanye nokuba luthando. Kodwa ndidinga ixesha ixesha elingakumbi ngaphandle kobuhlobo ndifunda indlela yokuziva ndodwa. Ngoku ndonwabile. Ngekhe ndicinge ukuba ungonwaba kakhulu, kuba ubomi bam bonke andinabuva. Kodwa ndiziva ndimangalisiwe. Ngokungathi ndihlala ephupheni. "
Malunga nendlela aziphethe ngayo Mhle: "Ndixakekile ngalo lonke ixesha, kodwa ndizama ukuchitha ixesha elininzi nabahlobo bam kunye nosapho. Emva kokushiya iklinikhi, ndatshitshisa inani labahlobo kwaye ndayeka ukunxibelelana nabantu abangenalo ngokunyaniseka. Ngoku ndingubuhlobo kunye nabo bandithandayo, nto ndiyithandayo. Kwaye abayikhathalelanga into endiyenzayo. Uninzi lwazo aluhambelani nalo mzi mveliso. Abanye abaqhelananga neengoma zam. "
Malunga nendlela azikhathalela ngayo kwiminyaka emibini emva kokungena ekliniki : "Ngokwemvelo, ndilala kakhulu, nditya ngokulungileyo, ndibandakanyekile kwezemidlalo kwaye ndicamngce. Nokuba ngexesha lokuqhelanisa okanye ukuthoba, ndinamathela kucwangciso lwam. Ndiyazi ukuba andinakutyeshela unyango olubelwe mna, kungenjalo ndiya kubalingani. Ke ndihlala ndibuyisela kwakhona kwindawo yokuqala. "