Esikhathini esakhe esisanda kukhipha i-Autobiography GreenLights GreenLights GreenLights Matthew McCONAJA yabelana ngezindaba eziningi empilweni. Kwenye yezahluko, watshela ukuthi ubuntombi balahlekelwe kanjani eminyakeni eyi-15.
Ngaphoqeleka ukuthi ngithandaze okokuqala ngqa lapho ngineminyaka engu-15 ubudala. Ngabe sengicabanga ukuthi ngisesihogweni ngenxa yocansi ngaphambi komshado. Kepha manje ngicabanga ukuthi bekungenjalo
- Ukwabiwa kukaMathewu.
Wanezela nokuthi lapho eseneminyaka engu-18, wake waba "ngemuva kweveni ngaphandle kokwazi" futhi le ndoda yasekelwa ngalesi sikhathi. Ngasikhathi sinye, umlingisi wagcizelela ukuthi ngenxa yalawa macala amabili, akazizwa isisulu.
Angikaze ngizizwe yisisulu. Ngiqiniseka kaningi ukuthi umhlaba ufuna ukungijabulisa
- Wafingqa.
Futhi, uMathewu wakhumbula ezimelweni zakhe, njengoba ngo-1999 waboshwa ngenxa yokubhema futhi waphazamisa nomakhelwane. Amaphoyisa athole umlingisi ekhaya enqunu, futhi wamelana nokuboshwa. Wathunyelwa ejele ngenxa yokumelana kwamaphoyisa nokugcina insangu, kodwa ngokushesha wakudedela inhlawulo yokuphazamiseka kokuzola.
Umlingisi ubiza ubusha bakhe "ihlane" ukuthi lokhu, kufaka phakathi lokhu, kufaka phakathi ubudlelwane obungajwayelekile wabazali bakhe, abathengwe kabili futhi bathola ubudlelwano kathathu, futhi nangobudlelwano ngokushesha. Uma umama uMcConah wamsongela uYise ngommese ngeqiniso lokuthi wakhuluma ngesisindo sakhe. UMathewu uthi ebuntwaneni 'kwakuyinto ejwayelekile'.